the human SPIRIT can ACHIEVE what is set out to do when the WILL is able.

recently, I'd joined MAKNA in UTP as a volunteer. then, our team coordinator, Miss Aarya Gowri story la pasal dya punya experience in being one of the volunteer. huhuhu. mmg sedih+mengharukan+memilukan when she told us about a home visit to cameron highlands yg dya buat last three or two weeks. ade la satu husband and wife ne, diorang susaaa sgt. living room rumah diorang pon besa sikit jea daripada size katil king. mmg kecikkk ahh. diorang ade ank, erm.. xsure. dalam 4-5 org kott rasanya. one of the daughter, kene leukimia. penyakit yg kurang darah merah tu. [ala.. yg darah putih makan darah merahhh.. paham??]. dye mmg da tenat sgt2. leukimia dya dah smpai stage 5. umo baruu jea berapa taun [xsure lg]-tapi skola rendah ahh. huhuuuu. sgt sedih tgk condition dya. itu baru i tgk dya punya gamba yg c's Aarya amik time homevisit tuu. Kalau tgk live, tataw la. mmg sgt kesian. 

tapi kan, she's a nice girl, c's Aarya told us. Adik intan [nama dya] mmg teringinnn sgt2 nak pegi skola. tapi kan, the school administration xpenah bg dya chance nak pegi skola. just untuk alasan, xde sape nak tolong dye g toilet, blablabla. nonsense la we! ni la kelemahan Malaysia's education system! sepatutnya, budak2 mcm ni la kita give courage, bg semangat suruh diorang belaja, sokong diorang daripada belakang, depan , kanan, kiri, atas, bawah. pendek kata, suma angle ah kita sokong! ini tidak, dibiarkan pulak diorang terumbang-ambing without knowledge in their life. sepatutnya, kita yg pegi sekolah ne, besyukur taw byk2. at least kita pegi skolah! just think about them yg teringin gila babi ahh nak pegi skola. tapi xleh pg, sb serba kekurangan, xde duit and tade kudrat nak pegi skola. cubala besyukurrrr!!!

and c's Aarya cerita lagi. Adik intan neh, mmg kuat semangat! ta penah give up. even dya slalu kene kimo, dye still kuat. nak lagi cakap ngn org kat keliling dye. :) mmg gua tabik ahh sama adik intannn! and more more thing! ada sekali tu, time c's Aarya bedua-duaan ngn adik intan, adik intan pon dgn besungguh2 terus request dkt c's Aarya yg dye nak sgt222 pegi skola. dya tringin sgt na belaja. aduhhhh, sedih kottt. xkan kita nak ckp xbole kat dya? kesiann. tasampai atiii. :( then, c's Aarya pon promise kat dya, nak carikan org [one of MAKNA volunteer] yg tinggal dkt area cameron ntok assist dya pasal hal2 skola neh. huhuuu. wahhhh, adik intan sgt seronokk, membayangkan dya kan pegi skola nanti. :) cayalah adik intan!

huhuhuhu. tapi, apa yg paling sedihhh, pagi tadi... after ICIS class, i got a message frm unknown number. telling this....

"Assalamualaikum to all MAKNA volunteers. Pls be informed that Adik Intan, the leukemia stage 5 patient telah kembali ke rahmatullah pagi kelmarin. To all female muslims volunteers, pls gather at masjid an-Nur after maghrib for the Yassin recitation untuk arwah Adik Intan. Al-Fatihah."

                                                               masjid an-Nur 

Ya Allah! tegamam i kat tangga lecture hall pagi tadi. member2 i suma cam tekejot. . I mengucap terus. Innalillahh.... pastu baca al-Fatihah. i just stand macam tugu kat tangga lecture hall tu. emosi ta stabil, emosi ta stabil! baru bapa minggu jea tgk dya dlm gambar, sehat jea. senyummm lagi. napa jadi mcm ni? bingung gila i masa tu. I terus tny volunteer2 lain pasal adik intan. mmg tekejut beruk ahh. mata i tebeliak sakan baca msg diorang. huhu. :( kesian adik intan. baru merasa nak pegi sekola. tapi sumanya kuasa Allah S.W.T. Allah lebih sygkan adik intan... hopefully arwah adik intan sentiasa tenang kat akhirat sana. and i'll neva forget her patient and determination to fight with the leukimia thing. apa yang paling indahhh, she gimme one value that i should remember and do in my life. NEVER GIVE UP! 

AL-FATIHAH...

p/s: sorry, xde gamba adik intan. after i amik gamba tu dari c's Aarya, i'll upload to this blog. (: